been talking to this guy for the past few months and he has told me he likes me. he has mentioned dates with me before, but never actually asked if i'd go on one with him. although we have met up several times in town and went clubbing together. we argued before because in a club, it looked like he leaned in to another girl (he knew i was there. and my mates saw this too) i asked him about it the next day and he said he was saying bye to her and that was his mates girlfriend. and then last night he texted me and like, proper insulted me and was like, "well have a nice time tonight" as if he just couldn't be arsed with me. he texted me today asking how my night was and i told him i felt and how he hurt and upset me with that text and i haven't heard anything from him since and i just don't know what to do. my friends think he's a player, but he's only been 'weird' with me twice and just gah.
yeah maybe :/ well he apologised for he what he said and that he didn't actually want to offend me. a lot of people say that! i just can't see myself doing anything else. people always tell me to go into hairdressing, but i just can't see myself doing that haha
confused as hell omg. i went town last night and my ex was there. everything was fine and we were having a laugh together. around 2am we left a club and he grabbed my hand and intertwined our fingers on the way to a fast-food place. there, he pulled me down onto his lap after he'd eaten his food and we waited for the taxi. whilst in there, he mumbled/whispered "i love you" i was like "you what" and he said "errrrr nothing don't worry". in the taxi, we dropped our friend off who had passed out on the way, then i thought the taxi was then going to mine, but it went to his. his excuse? "your house is out of the way". we got out the taxi and he said "i've gotta walk you home now. can't be arsed, come on" and pretty much dragged me to his log cabin (cuz he had no key to the house). there, he kissed me (a lot) and told me he broke up with me cuz he knew our relationship was serious and he wasn't ready for that. then, as i was falling asleep, i heard him say "we should get back together". he wasn't drunk because like me, he hadn't drunk much during the night and i've seen him drunk and he was far from it. so in the morning when he said "what are you doing here?" all confused, i myself was then confused. but i could kinda tell he knew exactly how i ended up at is. GAH WHAT THE HELL.
my new fella's girlfriend is a psycho and is trying to ruin and everything and since the drama a couple saturday's ago things feel different. i know she miscarried his child and everything a few months ago, but he's moved on and she's trying to still control him (she treated him like a lap dog in the relationship) and its annoying and getting in the way. she's gone as far as insulting me. "Just because the dress zips, doesn't mean it fits." ouch. why do some girls have to be so clingy after break ups its so annoyingggggggggggg /end rant